Yes, you read that right, and if you are friends with me on Facebook, you are not even surprised. For two and a half years, I have endured living in this little townhouse with no linen or coat closet in a neighborhood reminiscent of Privet Drive, but just before Thanksgiving, we had an unbelievable opportunity to buy our dream home. It didn't seem to make sense, and we didn't feel ready, but everything was pushing us to take a leap of faith, so we did. Right off a cliff, it seemed. Since then, everything has fallen into place to cushion our landing.
This dream home is not a mansion. Not even close, but it feels like one to us. It has a yard, garage, garden, swing-set, and beautiful white kitchen. As an added bonus, it has a coat closet and TWO linen closets. Yes, you read that right. TWO. I will finally have a home for everything instead of being forced to line the walls of my bedroom with odd, homeless items. Talk about a mood setter, you know?
My children will also have the rooms of their dreams. Annie's room was already painted pink, which is all she has ever dreamed of since she was first introduced to the color. Sam's room has a lock on the outside of the door, which is all I've ever dreamed of since he discovered how to break child locks off doorknobs. Everybody wins! The homeowners of the new house have already vacated the premises and gave us a key so we could make any household repairs we deemed necessary before we moved in. As the gleaming brass object was placed into my hand, a light emerged from the heavens and heavy gust of wind ripped through my hair like a cheesy scene from a bad romance novel. Except it was my son playing with the light switch and a neighbor opening the front door to carry out a box. Still, I could feel the temptation of the key whispering to me that I was a domestic goddess. By the end of the night, the family was gone, and the very next day I was sticking the key into the lock and listening to the satisfying click of the deadbolt. I began patching nail holes and sanding drywall like it wasn't my first day at the Home Depot rodeo, all the while with full intentions to use the paint in the basement to touch up my glorious work, leaving the house in pristine condition for move-in day.
Then, tragedy struck. I realized the leftover paint did not include colors for the children's bedrooms, which happened to be where I did most of the repairs. My stomach shot up into my throat like impending vomit, but then slithered back down where it hummed angrily. What should I do? Leave the walls looking patching and awful? What kind of domestic goddess would I be if I left my new house in such a state?! I considered using leftover colors from other rooms, but my little daughter was expecting a pink room, so I swallowed my pride down into my humming stomach, and took an unexpected trip to the hardware store to pilot my first major mission as the master of the new house.
During the mission, I discovered there is the process you go through when painting the walls in a color you don't like. Home Depot has a No Return policy on paint, so if the wrong color is chosen, you just threw $25+ out the window, my friend. When you start painting and you feel that familiar tinge of regret, you tell yourself that the color will look better when it dries or covers more of the wall or when the trim has been painted or with a new light fixture or when the sun is in a different position. The longer you tape, roll, and cut in, the more you realize how much work goes into painting a room and the less you ever want to do it again, so you continue to justify and rationalize like a child being told Santa does not exist. He does, and this paint color will get better with age or artwork on the walls or some white curtains, right? The rationalizing continues to spiral out of control because wasting 25 dollars worth of paint because you are afraid to admit your mistake seems so much less worse than repainting the entire room.
That's where I was on Saturday night, siting alone after all of my painting assistants went home, thinking SWEET MOTHER OF JEFFERSON DAVIS. WHAT. HAVE. I. DONE?
Thankfully, after changing the horrific florescent light bulbs and painting the off-white stripes in Sam's room a bright white, the paint blossomed into what I had imagined.
I sure hope my children love this new house and their new rooms, because this domestic goddess is hanging up her paint brush for a while.